"I don't know, I think he's got a fever," she says, pulling down her top just enough for Jess to latch on. He squirms and fusses but ultimately starts eating. "I think it's a virus or, fuck I don't know. An ear infection? I think I read about those in one of those books Danny gave us."

She rests her head against the high back of the chair and closes her eyes with a sigh. "Are we bad at this or does no one know what they're doing?"